Being Grateful..

You know those times in life when you have so much to be grateful for but for some reason you can't seem satisfied.. Like you are searching and search for something.. but you don't know what it is. Well that's me lately. I don't know if I want to continue working.. but I can't figure out if I want to give up my career either.. Maybe a new job path would be better? Or maybe I'm just in a funk and soon I will be totally content again. I dunno. But as I wait and search I can't help but feel like I'm crazy. I can't be the only  one who feels like this.. but it seems like I am.. This is probably all Pregnancy Hormones.. but then again maybe it's just me.. I feel like I want to be so many things.. but at the same time not worthy of being any of them. I see all of these amazing shops on Instagram and think how amazing it would be to do something like that.. but that I never actually could own a successful shop. Am I just being childish? And really who has the time for stuff like that? I'm a mom of a 13 month old with another on the way.. Who am I kidding.. I don't even have the motivation to clean or do laundry. In fact the laundry has been sitting on my couch for 2 weeks waiting to be folded.. I can't be the only one who has a perfectly decorated house.. BUT the decor can hardly be seen by the mounds of laundry.. As I type I realize just how crazy I sound.. But guys I'm serious.. How do all you mamas keep up with littles, act like the fun mom you always dreamed of, keep the house clean, (work outside the house) if that's your thing, and be a wife? I must have missed that class because I can't seem to juggle it all lately... So send me your best advice on managing life with littles! Can't wait to read your tips!